So how do I start this?  I wonder if anyone still even goes on xanga.  It pretty much disappeared once myspace came around.  Doesn't really matter I suppose.

Why after so long am I writing in here after all this time you ask?  Honestly, I can ask myself the same question.  The fact is that I have so much free time right now I don't really know what to do with it.  I thought to myself, "Hey!  Let's write in xanga!"  So that's exactly what I'm doing.

I was just looking at how long I've been a member.  3 years.  Nothing else to say about that.

I felt like typing what's on my mind.  You can say I've gathered enough thoughts to realize many things that I need to do and what I have to do.  Doesn't make sense really.  I know.

As I'm sitting here typing my thoughts.  I realize that I'm missing out on things that have been right in front of me this whole time.  It's as if I were riding a bus on the right side and there was an accident on the left, but I never got to see it because I was listening to an Ipod and gazing out the right side.  Then I would realize, "What's going on?" Then I would get a response like, "You didn't see that?!" Then I go, "Naw....(Damn can't believe I missed it and it was right there.)"  Like that.

I haven't came to a conclusion about what to do with all my thoughts.  They just come whenever and whereever.  Like everything wants to come at me but they can only slip through the cracks for a brief moment until the next one comes out.

You ever wished you were more confident?  Confident enough to tell someone how you feel about them?  Exactly expressing your true words with the being within your heart?

Random thoughts I apologize.  You can stop reading if you want. 

It's quiet.  Too quiet that it feels like my thoughts have a loud voice.

Well I'm bored of this.